09 June, '11 22.33 hours. Thursday.

Where is my boyfriend :( I misshim. Huhuu he didn't answer my call. Since 6pm till now, which is 10.35pm.. Hmm. Well, good night suamiku, Azzuri =)

<3

I arranged a date with my other half. The last time we met was on 23rd March '11 and this next date is on 13th May '11, which is last Friday and today is Sunday. I just wanted to have a tea break with him and I'm craving for "cucur ubi" or better known as "bowsprit" - maybe.

I'm the first one who came to our venue, the place was cold, I bet he will have a flu. The waitress gave me the menu and I said I'll place my order later cause I'm waiting for someone.

He came about 9 to 13 minutes after that. He was wearing black tee & the black pant he usually wore, simple pair of sandals. I was wearing green tee and black pant as well, on heels. He sat next to me and he smell so nice. So good. So alluring. So intimate. So sexy! =P

Ahh~ boyfriend, you know I'm melting beside you. Hehehe shhh.

So, back to the main story. He said he just took a bath before coming there. Before, he was asleep, ahh~ so cute :))

We asked the waitress to take our orders, he ordered his favourite "Mee Hailam" and "Nasi Goreng Chicken Sausage" for me, then our drinks, as usual the "Cincau Susu" ermmph.., slurping.
The couple next to our table just left the restaurant so we move to that table, it's more private and I love it, hehe.

There was a fly flying on top of his meal, then we kind of like swinging our hand over the meals so the fly would fly away, but it didn't! Arghhhh~ That fly land on my boyfriend's meal, WHAAAAT?!
So we decided to gave it back to the waitress and my boyfriend realised that there's something on my drink, so we gave it back to the waitress as well.

He got his meal back and I got my drink back, more 'clean' this time. So we started to eat them. I fed him some of my meal and then I kissed his upper hand, and he said 'Ea bagus, lap mulut.' Hahaha. No baby, I am just missing you too much-oo!

We went to buy his car fuels. And parked at the back of HH and I hugged him. He hugged back.. I just can not imagine if I will not meet him again, huhu. I land my head on his chest and hugged him tightly. I put my head down so that he will not see me if I were to be cry. Just after a moment, I cried. Tears dropped. I wipe them with my fingers. I guess he looked down, and saw the tears on my fingers. And said 'nadawah.. Awie main-main sja' he hugged again. There was more tears flowing down from my eyes and touched his clothes.

He hugged tightly. I miss that hug.. :(

Then, I realise it is time for me to go home. So I asked him to drive me back to the previous place where we met. He then parked near its' area and I kissed him! Shake & kiss his hand, last but not least I kiss his forehead, cheeks.

Before I left, I realise he is staring at my lips! That was sexy!

Till then.

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Things weren't as good as I thought during April. But things got better now. Hope it will goes on, Amin.. If God's will.

I had done my interview last 28th April, Thursday. Quite, hmm.. I don't know. I heard they said 'We wrongly choose her then.', and I was like .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. Then I already know that I won't get the chance to join that particular college. Seems like I'll have to continue my sixth form. Erghh..

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Well anyway, I miss out a post. Hehee. I met my boyfriend for the first time this year, last 23rd March 2011. He's so mature looking in his working suit, over-all suit? Is that what you call that over-all clothes? Ngeeh. His over-all was in gray colour, he still got his side long hair, you know, the hair below your ears, he's so sexy with them :P at last we do locked! That lips, a beautiful moment.. Hmm lovely, muwahh!

I loveyou baby.. My baby boo Awie..
<3 98

April 14, 2011 - 20.46hours

Waiting for my Awie sayang to leave me a missed call or perhaps a message. Hehaa. Ohh, I miss him so much. I want to kiss him :P *like, seriously I'm in love with him - Azzuri* ~ Wie~ I call him my monster. Cause when he's angry, I might become sooo small like an ant.

Sayang,~ Im sorry cari klaei sja aite. Ilobiu bah!! Huuu~ Imissyou more, mcam chipsmore.

My love, Awangku Azzuri, ILOVEYOUU! ~
Imissyou so muuch :(

Thursday, 03rd April '11 @ 18:39 Brunei time.

I can hear the Azan prayers now. Allah huakhbar, Allah huakhbar, Allah huakhbar. Alhamdulillah.

So, I haven't update this blog quite long. Just yesterday I posted up the one which I saved as my drafts for about 1 to 2 weeks?

Since 28th February '11, I had joined in the Sixth Form at this particular school. Quite fun though, to be a student again. The orientation somehow quite harsh enough, just because it is an orientation. Right after the orientation, things goes like usual.

Got some crazy, gay, friendly, helpful and lovely friends. However, I love to walk around the school alone, just to release my stress, since I don't volunteer myself to join these sixth form thingy. Since I know it education is quite important, so I just.., kind of, forcing myself to do it..

I took my most favourite subject, Biology. Others, Economics, Sociology and of course General Paper..
- My classroom : Gross. The fan, so old style. No tiles, just cement. Well, not furnished enough, eh?
- Biology laboratory : the benches seems quite old. Not smart, got some crap writing on it.. And about the tap water, not all of them is functioning.
- Sociology classroom : Got an air-conditioner, okay, that's good. Got a toilet at the back, but yuck! It smells so baddddd~ and this particular classroom, wasn't a classroom at all. It is just like a kitchen.
- Economic classroom : Got an air-conditioner as well, but it's in the middle of two classroom, so the noises makes me uncomfortable, I can't focus really well, but at home I try to re-read & re-cap on my own.
General Paper classroom : just like my classroom. And my table got some creepy stupid drawing. Damn.


I can say life change a bit, I think I'm back to nerdy. Haha, I love that. But anyway, I found a new friend, Ummayy. I like her hair-style, that retro style. Hehaa, fit her 110%.

She's gorgeous eh? Yeaa.


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There's an old time saying ;

"Flirt like a butterfly,
stings like a bee"

whereabouts.

I miss my boyfriend a lot. Huhuu~
I wish to meet him.
Sleep with him.
Kiss him :p

<3 Awangku Azzuri