I'm full of jealousy.. Dinda pen-jeles syang, I'm so sorry.. :'(

Being in relationship or what we simply call "dating" for almost 4 years is one the best thing that I'm going through now. Things comes in and out of my head. No matter how bad things goes up and down, we're still together, Alhamdulillah.

What worries me is, by the end of the day either ending up together or ending up separately, one of them will come. Like my boyfriend love to say "Kita hanya mampu merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan". He had been in a relationship for more than 3 years before, but in the end it didn't work.. And I'm afraid. I'm confident that we can do this but we didn't know what HE already planned for us..

But again, even though I'm afraid, words usually comes in my mind..

"Kalau sudah jodoh, memang inda kemana"

"Kita hanya mampu merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan"

"If you fail, that means HE knows you're strong to overcome it"

I'm praying for something, Amin..

:)

Y98

Copy & Paste from an anonymous twitter account.

I miss you. We've had a lot of rough times in the past, but I'll always ℒℴѵℯ you. No one can change that. ♥

ILOVEYOU! ILOVEYOU! ILOVEYOU! I love my boyfriend so muchoo~ XD I loveyou sayang, muwahx! =p Awangku Azzuri <3

Missing In Action

So it has been days, we didn't communicate with each other. He is busy with work.. Or probably has gone to Kota Kinabalu, who knows where he is.

I'm expecting a message from him, giving me a 12 pin-code numbers, well credit card numbers. But I think I have to buy it on my own? He probably forget the existence of me since he is very busy.. But thinking about it wouldn't it be too much, didn't even contact me for 3 days.

But I'm not going to say anything about it because I did it before, I didn't text him for 3 days before, so I think I got the revenge back.. You don't actually call it revenge though..

Hmm :/ I'm missing him too much. And I just hate crying like crazy, acting like everything is okay but inside, its killing. I miss you like crazy..

Welcome November!

Its 5th November already, so, SAY WHAT?? Happy belated birthday to me :D well, in case you don't know, my birthday falls on every 31st October. What day is it? It's Halloween! Like seriously, I miss Halloween so much! Trick or Treats, most of the time kids choose Treats. Yeah, sweets, caramel, apple candy. Hmm! Yummy baby!

But anyway, I got Toblerone Chocolate as well as Hazelnut Cadbury and a tea cup. Basically I received them from Little Syikin, Rafi (my class representative) and last but not least Bibi. Sweet present, sweet memories <3

And and and, I wore a black and white printed baju kurung, I loooike it so much boo. It was a simple common baju kurung, no additional style at all but it made my day, plus my baju kurung and his shirt is the same colour. Aww~ Sweet. <3 <3

On Tuesday, which was 1st November 2011, I got a big surprise from the whole class - ? Hehe.. They surprise me with a coffee flavored cake, from Loft. Hehehe, they

didn't want to tell me where did they bought it but I figured it out at last, bwahahaha!

Love you guys!

But too bad, Yazid, Yatul & Lijah weren't attending the school on that day :(

Iloveyou..

Friday 07th October 2011, 21.36hours / 9.36pm.

I'm at home, sitting in my room. Waiting for any messages, from my boyfriend, I know he has been very busy.. I'm out of credit, so if he text me, I won't be able to reply his message. Imisshim already :( But what to do, hmm. He has been busy with work, me too with my assignments.

Staying at home in a while make me feel that we're close to each other, cause his house is just few minutes away. Even-though we're not that far, we didn't really meet that often.

I should be in my hostel at the moment but, I want to stay at home and enjoy my dinner with my very own siblings. Because every Saturday when I went back home, I will automatically switch off my brain and wake up at 8-9am in the next morning which is on Sunday. Then around 4.30pm in the afternoon I'll be back at my hostel. So throughout the day I won't really meet my family.

This Sunday, which is the day after tomorrow, he will be around BSB watching a Ping-Pong match. I want to come along with him..

Hmm:( Imissyou, Azzuri a.k.a Awie.. :') Iloveyou.. "kalau nada apapa, ada Dinda mseg syang besok ait. Mat malam.."