♥

I had a date yesterday with my love one. When I got into his car, oh my God, it was so cold inside. I do not know if I was shaking, but YES I was shaking while in his hugs :P for the first time he hugs me really tight and I felt loved.

We met at HH and went to Rimba upon my request. I asked him to drive to Samima Book Store, yea I know a date should not be done with buying books, but I need the book as in emergency. Unfortunately it wasn't open yet, probably due to the Friday Prayer that had just finished about last 20+- minutes.

Then, we went to Booker at Kiulap, also upon my demand. I felt sorry for him because I forced him to spent the Friday afternoon with me; yes, I am the one who FORCED him. I asked him to bring me here and there and he is the one who paid the book I wanted, I didn't even spend a cent! I really thought that I'm awful :( bluhhh~

We bought some refreshment, he chose bread with tuna spread & Pepsi Twist. I chose 2 small quiche tarts and another big one, a sausage roll together with F&N Ice Cream Soda for my drink. Again, he paid them.

We went to Gadong after that, just to have a view of the place. When passing by the Mc Donald, I did told him that in 2008 when I was in Indonesia I used to eat my lunch and dinner at Mc Donald. Anddd that is when the case that I dumped him took place. Again, I felt reaaaaaally terrible.

I began to stay silent. Then, the silence broke when he took me to Tungku near PLM and drove the car circling the round-about twice just to see the "Pusat Latihan Mekanik" sign clearly. I felt dizzy and we laughed at the way I feared the round-about. My head fell onto his warm shoulder and he told me not to have a look at the road infront anymore. Awww~

We went to Samima Book Store again, and the books that I wished to have is not available anymore. Probably due to its published year which is in 1998, if I'm not mistaken. While he search for Yassin, I had a look on the new arrival novels. Almost all of them were about L.O.V.E. One of them was "Siapa Di Hatimu.." and he pointed to it. Understanding why he do so, I replied saying that he is the only one.

It was about 4.44+- when we decided to have a stop at Jerudong Beach. As usual there were also other couples having a date like we did. Annndddd locked! I'm so in love~ lalalalalaaa..

We went back to Tutong and had our dinner at WyWy. He had his Mee Hailam as usual & I had my Macaroni Bolognaise. Slurrpp! Yummy. He finished his meal first and stared at me and watched me continued on eating my dinner, I felt embarrased :s syang ne.... Hehe

Lastly, we went back home -his home actually- and there I wait for my sister & cousin to fench me home. Loooockeddd!

*p/s :

The word 'locked' I applied here means .....

Note that it is not being locked in the car. Haha.

It has been a while - two months actually - I do not post anything new on my blog. Well, I have been quite busy with my new life as a repeaters. Being a repeaters is a new experience to me.

I still could not imagine that I failed my 'O' Level Exam last year. If I am not mistaken, both of my brothers are excellent student or 'pelajar cemerlang' is what we call them in malay. Yea, I know if some of my siblings are excellent that doesn't mean I will be an excellent student too, again; I know that, no need to remind me.

However, I used to score six credits (everytime) when there is an exam or monthly test, and yes; I know school examinations aren't the same as Cambridge; I know.

And now I realise I wrote the same thing again and again both in my blog (this blog) and my diary. Crap!

with my heart open..

"With my heart open", I wonder if it is the same or more-or-less the same meaning as "sincere"? Well, I like to use this sentence, I don't know why but I like the sound of it.

Now, back to the topic. Repeating myself in Form 5 in the same school and taking the same exam again, I started to realise that I do this with my heart open. I admit that the first time I heard my friends and family suggest to me to repeat again in Form 5, I really found it such "insulting" to me. I won't tell the reason why, but some of you may understand it.

I will sit this coming June 2010 BGCE Ordinary Level to score my English (1120/B), Geography (2230) and Mathematics Syllabus D (4024). My target for these papers is C5, minimumly. Yes, C5 for those three papers. When it comes to the November, I will take these three subjects again together with Principles Of Accounts (7110) and Chemistry (5070/A). I have targeted B4 for these two papers and B3 for the for the two former, for my Mathematics, since I'm not really into it, so perhaps it will maintain C5 or better. How I wish I will get 'A's and 'B's only :) seriously.

The word 'impossible' is what they says but the word 'POSSIBLE' is what I'm going to say when somebody argue.

Her name is Fa'iqah..

Her name is Faiqah, a friend of mine, not too close but yet a very good friend.

I adore her Macaroni so much, it is delicious. I don't know about her, but for me the Macaroni she makes really taste good. Unfortunately I do not have any photo of her Macaroni.

She do looks sweet and adorable moreover her tooth are in straight line and totally white. I like those. Hehe mine aren't in straight line. Huhhh~

This is one of her photo, I really like this one. She wish she will graduate one day and yet I think it comes true now, she has got 8 'O's in her 'O' Level Exam last year. Congrates Nurul Fa'iqah.

She's our key!

Let me introduce you a friend of mine. Her name is Shakirah and I often called her 'Shakier' I don't know what's the meaning of Shakier though, others call her 'Qee' which representing a key. She's our key!

Now let me describe some of her character, well I don't know where to start actually. Frankly speaking she is very talented especially in drawing. She has an album in her facebook account that is entitle as 'I do things that can make me happy'. Yet, that could be her quote because the thing she does really make her happy. She's the key!

She always comes up with various ideas, anywhere she is. Even in the class, there she goes drawing. She will draw anywhere she wants, I mean.. who cares? Even on the face, don't trust me? Just see it below this post later on. She did drew something on the back of her Principles Of Accounts' note and haha, yea I like that. At least something attract her to read them. She did drew me a couple of monkeys before and I really like it.

Now, let's see her literary work.

Face's art

She do carving too.. on a soap,

on apples,

the latest work from her,

hmmph..

Hmmph.. Perhaps my sister is already asleep. I'm waiting for her to open her bedroom door so that I can give her the laptop that we usually share, but it seems that she's unconscious. I don't know...

I remember I took this picture below and at the same time I said 'hmmph..'

31st December 2009

The welcome would be tomorrow and the goodbye would be today

※※Welcome&Goodbyes※※

•·• •·• •·• •·• •·• •·•

•·• I have spent my two years with you •·•

ゆ● Ingin ku katakan: I love you. Baby baby I miss you! ●ゆ