31st December 2009

The welcome would be tomorrow and the goodbye would be today

※※Welcome&Goodbyes※※

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•·• I have spent my two years with you •·•

ゆ● Ingin ku katakan: I love you. Baby baby I miss you! ●ゆ

Welcome & Goodbye

Today is 30th December 2009 and tomorrow will be the last day of 2009.

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I love you baby!

I'm back from my camp, 21st Dec. - 23rd Dec. '09. It was very challenging, for the last two days we spent almost the whole of the day in the march field, padang kawat. It was really HOT!, and I got sunburn again. HeaaHeaa, I'm so red and black!

We studied about how to handle fire with full care, and we got chances to hold up the hose but what a regret I didn't hold it up, because I can tell it was heavy moreover my back bone can't support the weight.

Not really much story to tell though. Nishah from R.I.P.A.S School got gastrik, hmm well not really gastrik but we called it 'dugal' in malay but it's some kind of gastrik though. Fathur join in the camp and he really got everyone crazy, the boys sometimes afraid of his hyper-active behaviour and moreover he is 'pondan' hehee. Let's talk abt Iswandi, we still call him Jubong, never know what it means.. Jojo a.k.a Khairshah like to call him Shasha Gaga, another version of Lady Gaga. Zura is in a relationship again with Manja, really a sweet couple. She's taller than me and I really hope I can be taller just like my other friend.. Hmm..

Me, Hazirah, Mu'izzah, Habibah and Nadhirah sleeps in one camp together. The second night was very cold. I was shaking starting form 3a.m and I can't sleep again since then.

In the photo above, starting from the left, standing: Mu'izzah, Hazirah, Habibah, Nadhirah and the one sitting is Yanna Fasilah (me) =)

Oh by the way, just a reminder, do speak english whenever you talk to us, but very simple english please or what we call 'bahasa kapal'. Haha. We used to be this childish.. I'm not boasting that our english is good but we're just practicing our english, we want to make it better. Again, we're not boasting or show off or whatever.

The following are some other photo during the camp.

First day, night: - Forum night & The night where X-United started to used English Language.

My lovely boy..

-o5th December 2009-

I met him yesterday. It was...good, REALLY good, great, nice, beatiful.. Hehe, wait, what am I talking about. Hahaha. Well, I met him yesterday, 04th December 2009.. =D Ehee.. He bought a companion of course, like we always did. He bought Mirul, and I brought no one. Its just my sister and Mei Ling left me at The Mall Gadong and they went off to Empire Theatre.

It was crowded as usual at the mall, moreover there was something like, I don't know, probably it was a carnival or something. I stopped searching him since I didn't wore my contact lenses and looked down from the upper floor, people are like ants to me, but they are big ants, haha. At the same time, I felt really uncomfortable since I was wearing high heels. And wearing high heels to meet him..it was the first time. I never did that before, it was just not really fit on me since I always put on my sneakers.

Anyhow, he called me and since it's noisy because of the carnival, I went to the hotel nearby and talked to him on the phone there. We weren't really far from each other though at the time he called me. He was just the opposite site of the floor, I was at the other end towards the hotel's shopping center and he was at the other end towards the cineplex. We agreed to meet there, and that was the time my heart seems pumping so hard that I thought I really need more oxygen, haha. It was nothing, but I really thought of my outfit was not really fit on me.

By the time, he and his cousin Amirul, reach the place where I am, I thought both of them will laugh their stomach out when they saw me using that kind of outfit, but they didn't. I felt terribly sorry for him for his face is very sweet&handsome and me; his girlfriend, seems to be really 'stubborn' for wearing that kind of outfit. Anyhow, I was the one who laugh alot. By the way, its seems the second time I saw he's wearing dark t-shirt. And he is really good in fashion, but I'm not :'(, sorry dear for making you ashamed of me..

Probably some of you may know this fact that I'm into monkeys.. And yet, yesterday we passed by this gift shop, at which there're monkey toys selling. I'm interested to visit the shop and invited him to come along, and he really interested to join me. Moreover he wanted to buy it for me. He kept on asking if I want one and the only answers I gave was 'indalah'. Haha. Same goes when we were at Yayasan, somewhere there, I don't know either.. Those monkey toys really make me crazy. Grrr..

He kept asking if I want to have my dinner but I kept saying it's up to you. By the time we were at Yayasan, we passed a bakery and my eyes fixed on it, he sat down and told me to checked out the bakery if I'm interested, but I don't, because that is not what I want. What I want is CHOCOLATE PARADISE!! hehehe, and yet just around the corner, there is it, CHOCOLATE PARADISE!!

Before dinner, we head for Giant and there I bought my stuff for my next camping, it will be held from 7th - 10th December, but for me as an AJK, I must get there one day earlier, it isn't a must though but it is recommended. I took that and this, my favourite drink, cookies and not forgetting my torchlight battery. When we were at the counter, I then realised that I only have $20, when I looked at all the stuff I bought (it wasn't many though), I don't know if I have enough money. Then I mumbled "brapakan semua ni, duit ku dua puluh ganya" and Mirul pushed me, not rough but okay, and my mouth hung open. He and his cousin actually planing to pay them for me. I don't know what to say but 'thanks syang.. =)', I didn't say this to him though.

Lastly, it's time for dinner. We had it at Jerudong Park. It was great, I mean.. I had dreaming for Vanilla Shake for more than a year now. Hehe.. at last I got them. My meal for that night was Sweet&Sour Fish with white rice.. His, fried Kwe Tiaw (I don't know the real name of that noodle actually -.-'') and Coca-Cola. For Mirul, Teh C tarik ( I think) and.... hmmm.. I forgot his meal. Then, it's time to go home.

Done.

No! Wait!

He bought me a present and it's secret. I took a picture of it, but I won't post it here, because.. it's for no one to see, except me. Haha!

Love you syang! Emmuwhxx! ;)

Good bye November

&

Welcome December

I will sit for my typing exam again tomorrow. This will be the 6th time, hmmm :(

Last June, it was the 5th, I thought that I will pass that exam but as you can see the photo below, I failed to score it. Huhh..

I'm going to try my best tomorrow, just this morning, I wake up early and had my bath. Then, I took my typewriter and starts to type a story. It was in a sudden, I did not even know what I was typing about. Hehee.

Norhafiezzah Jamil, a friend of mine, will also sit this exam tomorrow. So, good luck Pjay.

Twice last Sunday (08th Nov. '09), I went to Rizqun Hotel to attend my father's nephew weeding celebration, Hassanuddin. He has this quite handsome-like-face brother (Hassanuddin younger brother) just like Mirul's face. Haha, well they're still my cousins.
Anyway, about the food, hmmph.. I don't know what to say but for me it was delicious, atleast two of the choices really make me want to eat more. Haha I was hungry at that moment. Two of the choices that I'm talking about were Goat Meat & Lime Soup and another one was the rice, haha meat rice, "Nasi Daging" is what we called. About the former, I actually do not know what was the name of that menu, but I would like to call it Goat Meat & Lime Juice. The meat were fleshy & its soup tasted like lime juice.
But but but, both my sister & father complained about the dishes just after we got into our car. Its just because my father do not really have an interest in sour dishes just like the Lime soup(juice) and my sister NEVER EVER like goat meat, which is really bad because I like-love goat meat then buffalo's.

Hmmphh.. About this picture, my eyes looked.. OLD! Ngeahhh?! I did not have enough sleep the night before, I'm into Mr. Midnight books. Haha. And it was scary. I couldn't sleep, I was thinking about the charaters in the story. Haha. Next time, don't read it again, but I did, yesterday!

Oh yeah, not forgetting-

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Faten Amira Izzaty,
Happy birthday to you~

Monday, 16.11.2009 & 10.34am

It has been a while I'm not blogging. I really miss to write things down. However it seems that I like reading now. I usually writing things down on my diary, but it seems I lost them now. I'm not saying I lost my diary, it's just that I mixed my diary book with my school subjects content.

Recently, I borrowed 5 books from Tutong Public Library, I have completed reading a book, it was written by James Lee also known as Mr Midnight. His writing is quite popular among readers who love to read scary, horror and probably story book which makes your blood stopped running inside your body. Haha, I was just kidding.

Hmmmphh.. I don't know what to write now. I was just reading the second book I borrowed. It is really a good story among teenager, it wasn't about love though, it was more towards relationships.

It's now 07.02 pm and I haven't have my bath yet, so I would like to go now, but probably I would proceed with my reading in just few minutes and go to bath. Till then.

07.05pm. Friday 06th November '09.

I have a new blog, I have a new blog =)

Link me at my second blog, dear peepboo and peepbii,

http://www.mylovelygeekymind.blogspot.com

tapi tapi tapi, alum plg beisi. HAHA!

Last Monday, 19th October '09, I was having my Principles Of Accounts Exam for paper 1 for O Level Examination this year. Its quite easy though, but ermm I'm not sure either *sigh*. At least for that paper, I have this feeling that I will get a 'B' just for that paper 1. Tomorrow would be my P.O.A paper 2 and I'm quite afraid *totally gagar xp* for I do not want to get a 'U9' for this subject. Ngeaahhh, maths paper are coming. Oh man!

5Sci3 Hari Raya Celebration

10th October '09, Saturday, my class was celebrating Hari Raya with all the teachers whose are teaching us, except for Miss Hernie, she was busy at that moment, so we just sent her some of our food.
There are a kind of too much pictures taken, but not by me. I did not attempt to bring my camera *cause I don't have one* moreover mobile phone is not allowed. My friends tagged me and the others in facebook, so I think I would only take some of the pictures there and post them here.
Exam is just around the corner and I got stuck on my revision especially my P.O.A. Too bad.

Back to the topic, towards the end of the celebration, we took photos.

*flash flash & smile Ü*

From the L, standing: Hajah Nur Amirah (Ameer Lee, asst. monitor), Yasmen, Ra'biatul Adawiyah, Yanna Fasilah & Hidayatul Atillah.
From the L, sitting: Teacher Hajah Norafidah, Faten Amira Izzaty & Arnee.

From the L, standing: Nurul Ain, Noor Hafizah, Arnee, Siti Nur Salihah, Nur Yasmen Fatene, Faten Amira Izzaty, Nurul Fa'iqah, Yanna Fasilah, Hajah Nur Amirah, Ra'biatul Adawiyah & Hidayatul Atillah.

From the L, sitting: Teacher Goh Sia Ching, Teacher Hajah Norafidah & Ezzani.

Below are the photos in the morning, preparing the table & chairs, seeking on each classmates' food. HAHA!

FAI' holding the Rasta scones. Caption: "I love Rasta XD" - FAI'

Ameer & Me & Faten. Caption: "Ehehe, btah makan ani" - Yanna

Pjay & Afie

Yasmine & Anne

Anne, checking out the food maybe.

Rab & Ejan. Caption: "Notice the diffrences between us" - Ejan

Below are the photos taken while the celebration is on.

L to R: Salihah, Fa'iqah, Yasmine, Anne & Ameer.

L to R: Salihah , FAI' (holding the egg tart), Waneey & Ameer (holding the plate).

Those two who aren't looking to the camera are shy. *yakan?*

Ameer & Pjay

FAI', Ameer & Me

*At that time we're waiting for the table to be settle if I'm not mistaken*
edited on: 20th October 2009 11:36

hmmph.. nothing to write for today.

oh yeah, I was so happy for I received a mail from Cosmopolitan College this morning :D

my bad attitude

06th Oct. '09, Tuesday

Urghh.. kind a bad day but not really. The day begins with bright sunshine & a little morning breeze which made me cheer up.

I went to school as usual, with my ears, heart and open mind ready.

When it comes to break time, that was the time my old & worst attitude showed up again. I gone mad, shouting and scolding my best buddy, till my classmates stared at me.

I thought that I have change but today I realize the bad attitude of mine 5 years back (I was still in primary school at that time), now comes back, and I totally not inviting the attitude again.

5 years back, when I was in primary school, 2004, studying in Primary 6, I usually gone mad with my teachers & classmates. Since they sometimes fool me about my unnatural bones structure, even when in former level I always get mad. Sometimes, I bullied them because at that time I was a "prefect" but wasn't that perfect, having a badge with "prefect" written on it make me feels powerful like Abigail in the story book known as The Crucible.

I got rid of my "too negative" attitude for 5 years and now it comes back, and I do not know if I can get rid of them once more.

written on 06th Oct. '09 at 9:04pm

photo taken on 01st Oct. '09

the best friend 'partner' of mine

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the petite of mine

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the Daus ever lover

13th Sept. '09.. It's Dinie's birthday (y)

13th September every year.
There should be no doubt today is
DINIE'S BIRTHDAY!!


This is Meilx & Yonne, while preparing the cake's candles.

Dinie's Cake

wording:
" Happy Birthday To Our Beloved Brother Mimit "
and here comes the birthday boy. Nope.. He's not a boy anymore, he's a man now.
Happy 2oth birthday to you brother. Good luck.

As usual, me & my sister, Yonne.. We ♥ this thing call "begambar" .
Hehe. We used to be this cute. Pehhh~ perasan.

Malay Oral Exam

05th September 2009
Saturday

Fuhh~ the oral exam was so hard. Pehh~ antah dpat ka inda tu krang..
mudahan tah dpt, woohh~ susah ooh susah. haha tapi lega lah jua after oral atu tadi..

waiting for sungkai

This is the time when me and my sister waiting for the baduk to be bang.
=D

picture was taken on 27th Augustus '09 exactly at 18hrs.03mins.42secs

Happy birthday

04TH September 2009

Happy 22nd birthday to Dayangku Tetty Asyurah bin Pengiran Haji Jaya.
Ahha =D. Kaka, I miss you lady. Hehe.

May Allah bless you & wish you always success in your life.
Be happy and do not let anyone and everything let you down.
Wish you had a long life fill with happiness and rewards from Allah.
Hope to see you again sister.

^ Asyurah & Nana ^


p/s: Kaka, I miss your brother jua. Hehe.
Awie, hehe love youu~

:'(

huhuu~ :'(
please I beg you..
stop doing that.
aduhh..

MySpace Graphics

my photo today =)

:'(

sob sob.. :'(
I'm pretty confuse
good, good, you're good.
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syang, aduhh. me ragu-ragu uh.
tdi, tyme online, nick mu syang, bgi tkajut.
-iloveutata--
siapa tu? ataupun ayat saja?
aduhh. ragu-ragu ulehnya.

tapi..
if syang ada teman baru, gtau right.
I will let you go, if u want.
It's okay, it's your choice..

It is a lesson

23rd August, 2009

I have read all the content in your blog.
I found out that you are not as honest as a man should be.
I declare now that I believe in such a sentence that I never want to agree till now,
' your best friend is your enemy '
However, I keep it silence though my feelings still hurt by today.
Which means, I have forgive you since the very first time I read it.

Yet, it is true my friend. What had happen last time is a lesson to you.
When you are dishonest to someone, then he/she will also dishonest to you.
Till, your relationship never been pair again.
In this case, you said something about me that is terrible and horrible for me to read it again.
Honestly, you do not know me yet and what had you posted in your blog about me are incorrect.
However, it is great to have you as a friend for the forgiveness,
but, do not you say that you will remember it till morrow when you forgot about what had you did to me.

You never say sorry to me and how can you expect me to say so. I know your heart is too vulnerable that I must and force my self to ask to forgiveness first, and expect you too say sorry from me for what have you done. But, however, you seems not to remember it, but it is okay, it is fine. For I do not want this event to be lasted long again.

Bare in mind, my dear, I am not an honest girl that you have known for long.
Till then.

16th Augustus '09

16th August, '09

I planned to go to the Mall Gadong to take the things that I had bought online, through Coco&Wawa Garage Sale. I adore the necklace and for the little bear, it is so lovely. I usually hates puppets especially if it is teddy bear. However, this teddy bear here, oh man, I like it so much. haha =D feels like a kid again.

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this is my sister, the eldest siblings of mine, whom I called
" my worse nightmare "
" sweet vampy "
*photo taken while waiting for goat meat*
haha slurping~

fever week

Oh man! EXAM EXAM EXAM! ARGHHH! STRESS ALL OVER.

This morning we had Literature In English & Biology I. Oh I really hope that I will get B2-C5, C6 is the least. If I got less that what I am expecting then I would be SOOO SADDD.. :'(

Coming:
Monday - Maths II & Chemist II
=D I'm looking forwards to Monday morning.

ohh ohh~ Monday morning rain is falling..

p/s
* <3 ĀωīĒ *

Awie sayang~ happy birthday ~ ~

`09th August, '09` ` 09hb Ogos, '09 `
`09 Augustus, '09`
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Awiee sayang~ happy 18th birthday my dear. I'm so sorry about what had happen this dawn just now. Wish u a happy life ever after and stays 'malim'. Be a good son to babah&mama and those who are around u. Now u are 18, u will get ur driving license soon, jgn gauk uhh.. ahaa =D wish our relationship last long, Amin.

*Awangku Azzuri*
.Ilobiu&Imissu so much.
.Awie.. You are the one and only.
^*^ My sweetest boy ^*^

slurp slurp =D

Today, 07th August, 09.
My sis just came back from her friend birthday party. Then, she went up to my bedroom. She waved her hand and there was something on her hand. And guess what, this is what she bought for me..

~~ Oh oh my favorite asam boii, you are so so yummy but you are so so expensive yo.
My viewers or followers, whoever you are, whose wants to buy or try this yummy asam boii,
you can buy it at The Mall Gadong, 2nd floor. 100g is $4.60. That is the only place in Brunei I know where it were sold. But, if you want to search the even cheaper price, so just give your car a little bit exercise and drive to Miri Parkson. It was even cheaper there.

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Do not feel the intense pain.
I'm not taking it lightly, honestly you are a sword to him. He feels the pain but you don't. I'm not trying to back-upping him for the sake of him. Think it thoroughly my friend, every story you told me make me think that you almost forget about him. Remember that, he thought you are the only one.

* Probably you won't know that I am writing about you. It's better for you not to know, for I am caring your heart. Your heart probably saying that I am rude to you, because I wrote about you. For me, it is the other way. *

November O'Level Exam

75 more days
to go before
November 2009 O Level Exam!

geek-o!

23rd July '09, afternoon,
some of my friend made a study group at the Tutong public library.
I just dropping by for about 20 minutes, just want to submit the books that I borrowed last two weeks and takes photos with them.

First:
It's me, Yanna a.k.a. Si pendeks a.k.a Yayai

Second:
Faten Amira Izzati, one of my closest friend

Third:
Nurul Hafizah, she's a good mentor in maths

Fourth:
Nurul Hafizah together with Ameer,
Ameer favourite sentence " asst. monitor yg bertauliah "
and yet, she is.

* The other two ( Fatin Nuralifah & Normas Hamizah a.k.a Aimee ) photos is not here *
* sorry girls, nada ambil photo kamu kelmarin *