Welcome November!

Its 5th November already, so, SAY WHAT?? Happy belated birthday to me :D well, in case you don't know, my birthday falls on every 31st October. What day is it? It's Halloween! Like seriously, I miss Halloween so much! Trick or Treats, most of the time kids choose Treats. Yeah, sweets, caramel, apple candy. Hmm! Yummy baby!

But anyway, I got Toblerone Chocolate as well as Hazelnut Cadbury and a tea cup. Basically I received them from Little Syikin, Rafi (my class representative) and last but not least Bibi. Sweet present, sweet memories <3

And and and, I wore a black and white printed baju kurung, I loooike it so much boo. It was a simple common baju kurung, no additional style at all but it made my day, plus my baju kurung and his shirt is the same colour. Aww~ Sweet. <3 <3

On Tuesday, which was 1st November 2011, I got a big surprise from the whole class - ? Hehe.. They surprise me with a coffee flavored cake, from Loft. Hehehe, they

didn't want to tell me where did they bought it but I figured it out at last, bwahahaha!

Love you guys!

But too bad, Yazid, Yatul & Lijah weren't attending the school on that day :(

Iloveyou..

Friday 07th October 2011, 21.36hours / 9.36pm.

I'm at home, sitting in my room. Waiting for any messages, from my boyfriend, I know he has been very busy.. I'm out of credit, so if he text me, I won't be able to reply his message. Imisshim already :( But what to do, hmm. He has been busy with work, me too with my assignments.

Staying at home in a while make me feel that we're close to each other, cause his house is just few minutes away. Even-though we're not that far, we didn't really meet that often.

I should be in my hostel at the moment but, I want to stay at home and enjoy my dinner with my very own siblings. Because every Saturday when I went back home, I will automatically switch off my brain and wake up at 8-9am in the next morning which is on Sunday. Then around 4.30pm in the afternoon I'll be back at my hostel. So throughout the day I won't really meet my family.

This Sunday, which is the day after tomorrow, he will be around BSB watching a Ping-Pong match. I want to come along with him..

Hmm:( Imissyou, Azzuri a.k.a Awie.. :') Iloveyou.. "kalau nada apapa, ada Dinda mseg syang besok ait. Mat malam.."

Right.. This blog has been abandoned for about 2 months. The last update was on 31st July t and today is 26th September.

It's now 3.43pm, I am currently in my college, CIT department in Lab 2, with the others - my classmates ND/CST/036. We had just done our very first assignment - and pass it up - which is from the Multimedia & Web Design unit. To be specific our assignment is to create a total of 3 magazine covers of our own chosen magazine.

Let me post one here :))

Just one. And bye~

Confuse..

12.29pm @ Resource Center Lab 1

I'm afraid to be single, I'm afraid to lose him, Awangku Azzuri. I do not want to lose him, but I'm so stupid for not listening to him at the very first time. He is there for me but I'm so stubborn.

I do not even know if we still in relationship. I'm starting to miss him, as usual, I miss everyday. while he is looking for me, I'm looking for him as well, but what can we do except for passion to see each other.

The last time I when to see him was on 24th July 2011 at WyWy Restaurant, Tutong. He was wearing black, just woke up so his eyes were kind of reddish, due to lack of rest. For the rest of the day, I went to his house. Babu wasn't around but Babah was there, sleeping. So we did not want to interrupt his way to dreamland. But atleast he know I was there.

Afterall, my point is, Imissyou :'( Azzuri.. It's my fault though.

06th July '11 @ 20.56hours

I'm sleepy, my eyes just wanna close since 6pm/18.00hours just now. I'm sooooooo sleeping, like seriously I wanna sleep, NOW! Thinking of lying down on my bed, I pictured my boyfriend in my mind. He is always in my mind. He is out of credit card, so we can't really communicate right now. But I know he miss me so much just like I miss him. He is full of passion, and he do really teach me to be passion.

I move to MTSSR starting from 04th July 2011 onwards. The college is really big, just like my previous school.

*I will continue later on. Cause I wanna sleep now. * Good night. Malam syang, suamiku, belalang-man ku, awangku Azzuri. emmuwahx! :p

15.40hours @ Lab 5..

So let me continue my journal. I applied to live at the hostel, and that makes me have more than one orientation. I got my college orientation, college department orientation and lastly my hostel orientation. So far, two were already complete. coming next is my hostel orientation..

Got some new friends, frankly saying all of the are new friends. Not only the same intake as mine, but also the seniors. At which it makes me a little bit more comfortable to be here..

Don't..

Don't let me go..

I face all the circumstances, sequences, problems, matters with you to get you back,

and now you are letting me go, ONCE AGAIN?

You don't have to go, Iloveyou Awie.. :'(

Wiewie.. 98 Y

To my..

To my beloved cousin brother,

Hairul Helmi bin Taha

11.3.1988 - 26.6.2011

23 years old

May God bless you..

I hope you gather your happiness in the heaven..