Re-cap

Let's see what had happened this year, 2011.

Probably this is going to be a loooong post.

Notice that I typed 'probably', that's is because I'm not sure, hehe.

So back in January 2011.

1. Waiting for O'Level result (As an up-graders a.k.a repeater)

2. Online shopping a lot.

3. Playing It Girl on Facebook - addicted.

4. Eat a lot.

5. Didn't even meet for a date.

6. Join in Youth and Sports, Tutong.

7. Went for Scout's lessons every Friday.

February 2011.

1. Got my result - total up, I scored 5 O's;

Bahasa Melayu, English Language, Biology, Chemistry and Mathematics

*I'm pretty proud for my last 3 subjects*

2. Register for Sixth Form in ****

3. Back and forth to school a lot.

4. Browse the website about colleges in Brunei.

5. Experienced the first harsh & rude orientation ever.

March 2011

1. Continued attending the orientation - till 5th March.

2. 3rd March - Gone through the worst misunderstanding ever with my boyfriend.

3. 6th March - Cried for the relationship that was just gone.

4. Went to Miri for the for the second time - with ITB pupils.

5. Had the first camp with Youth and Sports in Danau.

6. Applying to join in **** College.

7. Lied comes and go but stays cool.

8. Graduated as a Squire Scout.

9. Re-union gathering for 5E (Repeaters, class of 2010)

April 2011

1. Went for an interview to go to the college.

2. Got my Scout Drill certificate.

3. Fight fight fight!

4. In love with Biology

May 2011

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June 2011

1. Sat for GP progress test

July 2011

1. Accepted to join to the college.

2. Apply to stay in the hostel.

3. Found new friends.

August 2011

1. Babyboo's birthday - 09th August

2. Dayang Norsalikin & Mursyidan's birthday - 10th August

3. Babyboo's fathers' birthday - 19th August

4. In love with Mathematics.

September 2011

1. Received allowance for the first time ($210) 0.0

2. Short test! Short test! Short test!

October 2011

1. My birthday - 31st Oct c:

November 2011

1. Phase Test 1

(Maths, Program Design, Computer System & Maintenance, English and Information System)

2. Looking forward for upcoming holiday.

3. Received assignments

(Program Design, Multimedia, Office Application)

4. Izyani's birthday - 10th Nov

December 2011

1. HOLIDAY!

2. Hand-in assignment (information System)

3. Ready for Multimedia assignment

4. Awaiting for school to re-open..

5. 4th year anniversary - 31st Dec 2011

6. Have a new background for this blog

That's the end, I'll see you soon.

Lots of Y!

c:

I'm full of jealousy.. Dinda pen-jeles syang, I'm so sorry.. :'(

Being in relationship or what we simply call "dating" for almost 4 years is one the best thing that I'm going through now. Things comes in and out of my head. No matter how bad things goes up and down, we're still together, Alhamdulillah.

What worries me is, by the end of the day either ending up together or ending up separately, one of them will come. Like my boyfriend love to say "Kita hanya mampu merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan". He had been in a relationship for more than 3 years before, but in the end it didn't work.. And I'm afraid. I'm confident that we can do this but we didn't know what HE already planned for us..

But again, even though I'm afraid, words usually comes in my mind..

"Kalau sudah jodoh, memang inda kemana"

"Kita hanya mampu merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan"

"If you fail, that means HE knows you're strong to overcome it"

I'm praying for something, Amin..

:)

Y98

Copy & Paste from an anonymous twitter account.

I miss you. We've had a lot of rough times in the past, but I'll always ℒℴѵℯ you. No one can change that. ♥

ILOVEYOU! ILOVEYOU! ILOVEYOU! I love my boyfriend so muchoo~ XD I loveyou sayang, muwahx! =p Awangku Azzuri <3

Missing In Action

So it has been days, we didn't communicate with each other. He is busy with work.. Or probably has gone to Kota Kinabalu, who knows where he is.

I'm expecting a message from him, giving me a 12 pin-code numbers, well credit card numbers. But I think I have to buy it on my own? He probably forget the existence of me since he is very busy.. But thinking about it wouldn't it be too much, didn't even contact me for 3 days.

But I'm not going to say anything about it because I did it before, I didn't text him for 3 days before, so I think I got the revenge back.. You don't actually call it revenge though..

Hmm :/ I'm missing him too much. And I just hate crying like crazy, acting like everything is okay but inside, its killing. I miss you like crazy..