Holiday.

Im back and gonna stay for few days in my house. The day after tomorrow, Ill have to go back to the "prison" hahahha.

Anyway, Im gonna join in our college sport day, 100m race. Hehehhe, its been a long time since I joined in racing but hey, I just want a medal, and thats it. Ill show what Ive got.

Till then.

p/s: (1)  AAPHJ, Ilobiu, so much!
       (2)  My birthday is coming fellas! ;)

Update?

It has been months I didn't post anything here. Good lord, like really? I forgot I've got a blog, ha ha ha! 

Hmm, let see. What should I post here, eh? Let me just update what I can remember.

March 2012:

1. Had a date with my boyfriend, at usual place, tea-time, 23rd March 2012. 

April 2012:

1. Had assignments to do, one.. Two.. Three.. No! Four assignments had to be done.

2. Get ready for the upcoming Phase Test 2.

Early May 2012:

1. Exam month: 

i) English Phase Test 2 - 2nd May

ii) Information System Assessment 3 - 5th May

iii) Computer System & Maintenance Assessment - 8th May

iv) Mathematics Phase Test 2 - 10th May

2. Got my grades:

i) *Not yet*

ii) Pass

iii) Pass

iv) Distinction! - Maths? Ha! 

3. Big dinner coming up.

4. Lots of date, date, date = Lock


End of May 2012:
1. Break up </3
2. Dinner organized well.
3. Confession night, lord!

O/AS/A Level result is already out and I bet it was hectic! So, I'm jealous towards my boyfriends' cousin as well as my best-friend. The former, by mean is Masrena (Nana) and the latter is Faten Amira Y. Nana goes for O'Level whilst Faten Amira goes for A'Level. Both of them got flying colours, and me? - will wait. Need patience mahn!

# So here's the examination result for Nana.

ENG = 6

BM = 3

PUI = 3

MAT = 2

AM = 6

PHY = 3

CHE = 6

BIO = 3

POA = 4

Total subject(s) = 9

Total score(s) = 9 O's

# Whilst, for Faten Amira:

GP = B

CHE = unknown

GEO = unknown

MALAY = C

Total subject(s) = 4

Total score(s) = 2

So, to be honest, I'm jealous with them. Hmm that's alright, probably my luck hasn't come yet :D Haaa.. Good night ;)

*Anyway, I'm still waiting for my brothers' A'Level result. Sh*t mahn! Batah.

2011 brings a lot of bitter-sweet memories.

I'll remember them as long as my mind can re-cap all those thing Y

So here comes 2012.

Aims:

1. Become a geek, nerd, bibliophile.

2. Discipline my self - fully.

3. Gain weight, grows taller.

4. Saves $10 every month.

5. Scholarship.

6. Experience all the restaurant in Tutong town.

7. Be more of a carnivore than a herbivore.

8. More patient, less fastidious.

9. Sleep early - before 3 a.m

Let see..

So, yesterday was 31.12.2011. Say what?

Happy 4Th year anniversary for me and my little sweetheart Y

I love you sweetheart..

YFT Y AAPHJ

Re-cap

Let's see what had happened this year, 2011.

Probably this is going to be a loooong post.

Notice that I typed 'probably', that's is because I'm not sure, hehe.

So back in January 2011.

1. Waiting for O'Level result (As an up-graders a.k.a repeater)

2. Online shopping a lot.

3. Playing It Girl on Facebook - addicted.

4. Eat a lot.

5. Didn't even meet for a date.

6. Join in Youth and Sports, Tutong.

7. Went for Scout's lessons every Friday.

February 2011.

1. Got my result - total up, I scored 5 O's;

Bahasa Melayu, English Language, Biology, Chemistry and Mathematics

*I'm pretty proud for my last 3 subjects*

2. Register for Sixth Form in ****

3. Back and forth to school a lot.

4. Browse the website about colleges in Brunei.

5. Experienced the first harsh & rude orientation ever.

March 2011

1. Continued attending the orientation - till 5th March.

2. 3rd March - Gone through the worst misunderstanding ever with my boyfriend.

3. 6th March - Cried for the relationship that was just gone.

4. Went to Miri for the for the second time - with ITB pupils.

5. Had the first camp with Youth and Sports in Danau.

6. Applying to join in **** College.

7. Lied comes and go but stays cool.

8. Graduated as a Squire Scout.

9. Re-union gathering for 5E (Repeaters, class of 2010)

April 2011

1. Went for an interview to go to the college.

2. Got my Scout Drill certificate.

3. Fight fight fight!

4. In love with Biology

May 2011

-xxx-

June 2011

1. Sat for GP progress test

July 2011

1. Accepted to join to the college.

2. Apply to stay in the hostel.

3. Found new friends.

August 2011

1. Babyboo's birthday - 09th August

2. Dayang Norsalikin & Mursyidan's birthday - 10th August

3. Babyboo's fathers' birthday - 19th August

4. In love with Mathematics.

September 2011

1. Received allowance for the first time ($210) 0.0

2. Short test! Short test! Short test!

October 2011

1. My birthday - 31st Oct c:

November 2011

1. Phase Test 1

(Maths, Program Design, Computer System & Maintenance, English and Information System)

2. Looking forward for upcoming holiday.

3. Received assignments

(Program Design, Multimedia, Office Application)

4. Izyani's birthday - 10th Nov

December 2011

1. HOLIDAY!

2. Hand-in assignment (information System)

3. Ready for Multimedia assignment

4. Awaiting for school to re-open..

5. 4th year anniversary - 31st Dec 2011

6. Have a new background for this blog

That's the end, I'll see you soon.

Lots of Y!

c:

I'm full of jealousy.. Dinda pen-jeles syang, I'm so sorry.. :'(

Being in relationship or what we simply call "dating" for almost 4 years is one the best thing that I'm going through now. Things comes in and out of my head. No matter how bad things goes up and down, we're still together, Alhamdulillah.

What worries me is, by the end of the day either ending up together or ending up separately, one of them will come. Like my boyfriend love to say "Kita hanya mampu merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan". He had been in a relationship for more than 3 years before, but in the end it didn't work.. And I'm afraid. I'm confident that we can do this but we didn't know what HE already planned for us..

But again, even though I'm afraid, words usually comes in my mind..

"Kalau sudah jodoh, memang inda kemana"

"Kita hanya mampu merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan"

"If you fail, that means HE knows you're strong to overcome it"

I'm praying for something, Amin..

:)

Y98

Copy & Paste from an anonymous twitter account.

I miss you. We've had a lot of rough times in the past, but I'll always ℒℴѵℯ you. No one can change that. ♥

ILOVEYOU! ILOVEYOU! ILOVEYOU! I love my boyfriend so muchoo~ XD I loveyou sayang, muwahx! =p Awangku Azzuri <3

Missing In Action

So it has been days, we didn't communicate with each other. He is busy with work.. Or probably has gone to Kota Kinabalu, who knows where he is.

I'm expecting a message from him, giving me a 12 pin-code numbers, well credit card numbers. But I think I have to buy it on my own? He probably forget the existence of me since he is very busy.. But thinking about it wouldn't it be too much, didn't even contact me for 3 days.

But I'm not going to say anything about it because I did it before, I didn't text him for 3 days before, so I think I got the revenge back.. You don't actually call it revenge though..

Hmm :/ I'm missing him too much. And I just hate crying like crazy, acting like everything is okay but inside, its killing. I miss you like crazy..

Welcome November!

Its 5th November already, so, SAY WHAT?? Happy belated birthday to me :D well, in case you don't know, my birthday falls on every 31st October. What day is it? It's Halloween! Like seriously, I miss Halloween so much! Trick or Treats, most of the time kids choose Treats. Yeah, sweets, caramel, apple candy. Hmm! Yummy baby!

But anyway, I got Toblerone Chocolate as well as Hazelnut Cadbury and a tea cup. Basically I received them from Little Syikin, Rafi (my class representative) and last but not least Bibi. Sweet present, sweet memories <3

And and and, I wore a black and white printed baju kurung, I loooike it so much boo. It was a simple common baju kurung, no additional style at all but it made my day, plus my baju kurung and his shirt is the same colour. Aww~ Sweet. <3 <3

On Tuesday, which was 1st November 2011, I got a big surprise from the whole class - ? Hehe.. They surprise me with a coffee flavored cake, from Loft. Hehehe, they

didn't want to tell me where did they bought it but I figured it out at last, bwahahaha!

Love you guys!

But too bad, Yazid, Yatul & Lijah weren't attending the school on that day :(

Iloveyou..

Friday 07th October 2011, 21.36hours / 9.36pm.

I'm at home, sitting in my room. Waiting for any messages, from my boyfriend, I know he has been very busy.. I'm out of credit, so if he text me, I won't be able to reply his message. Imisshim already :( But what to do, hmm. He has been busy with work, me too with my assignments.

Staying at home in a while make me feel that we're close to each other, cause his house is just few minutes away. Even-though we're not that far, we didn't really meet that often.

I should be in my hostel at the moment but, I want to stay at home and enjoy my dinner with my very own siblings. Because every Saturday when I went back home, I will automatically switch off my brain and wake up at 8-9am in the next morning which is on Sunday. Then around 4.30pm in the afternoon I'll be back at my hostel. So throughout the day I won't really meet my family.

This Sunday, which is the day after tomorrow, he will be around BSB watching a Ping-Pong match. I want to come along with him..

Hmm:( Imissyou, Azzuri a.k.a Awie.. :') Iloveyou.. "kalau nada apapa, ada Dinda mseg syang besok ait. Mat malam.."

Right.. This blog has been abandoned for about 2 months. The last update was on 31st July t and today is 26th September.

It's now 3.43pm, I am currently in my college, CIT department in Lab 2, with the others - my classmates ND/CST/036. We had just done our very first assignment - and pass it up - which is from the Multimedia & Web Design unit. To be specific our assignment is to create a total of 3 magazine covers of our own chosen magazine.

Let me post one here :))

Just one. And bye~

Confuse..

12.29pm @ Resource Center Lab 1

I'm afraid to be single, I'm afraid to lose him, Awangku Azzuri. I do not want to lose him, but I'm so stupid for not listening to him at the very first time. He is there for me but I'm so stubborn.

I do not even know if we still in relationship. I'm starting to miss him, as usual, I miss everyday. while he is looking for me, I'm looking for him as well, but what can we do except for passion to see each other.

The last time I when to see him was on 24th July 2011 at WyWy Restaurant, Tutong. He was wearing black, just woke up so his eyes were kind of reddish, due to lack of rest. For the rest of the day, I went to his house. Babu wasn't around but Babah was there, sleeping. So we did not want to interrupt his way to dreamland. But atleast he know I was there.

Afterall, my point is, Imissyou :'( Azzuri.. It's my fault though.

06th July '11 @ 20.56hours

I'm sleepy, my eyes just wanna close since 6pm/18.00hours just now. I'm sooooooo sleeping, like seriously I wanna sleep, NOW! Thinking of lying down on my bed, I pictured my boyfriend in my mind. He is always in my mind. He is out of credit card, so we can't really communicate right now. But I know he miss me so much just like I miss him. He is full of passion, and he do really teach me to be passion.

I move to MTSSR starting from 04th July 2011 onwards. The college is really big, just like my previous school.

*I will continue later on. Cause I wanna sleep now. * Good night. Malam syang, suamiku, belalang-man ku, awangku Azzuri. emmuwahx! :p

15.40hours @ Lab 5..

So let me continue my journal. I applied to live at the hostel, and that makes me have more than one orientation. I got my college orientation, college department orientation and lastly my hostel orientation. So far, two were already complete. coming next is my hostel orientation..

Got some new friends, frankly saying all of the are new friends. Not only the same intake as mine, but also the seniors. At which it makes me a little bit more comfortable to be here..

Don't..

Don't let me go..

I face all the circumstances, sequences, problems, matters with you to get you back,

and now you are letting me go, ONCE AGAIN?

You don't have to go, Iloveyou Awie.. :'(

Wiewie.. 98 Y

To my..

To my beloved cousin brother,

Hairul Helmi bin Taha

11.3.1988 - 26.6.2011

23 years old

May God bless you..

I hope you gather your happiness in the heaven..

let's go googling (www.google.com.bn)

Love98.

Got this from someone tumbler.

" SCORPIO - The Addict

EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want.. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LEO - The Lion

Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo’s problem becomes everyone’s problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun.. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward."

Me : I'm a GREAT kisser.
My Boyfriend : He's a great kisser -AS WELL!

Awie! IMISSYOURKISS! :(

09 June, '11 22.33 hours. Thursday.

Where is my boyfriend :( I misshim. Huhuu he didn't answer my call. Since 6pm till now, which is 10.35pm.. Hmm. Well, good night suamiku, Azzuri =)