Tuesday, October 6, 2009

my bad attitude

06th Oct. '09, Tuesday
Urghh.. kind a bad day but not really. The day begins with bright sunshine & a little morning breeze which made me cheer up.
I went to school as usual, with my ears, heart and open mind ready.
When it comes to break time, that was the time my old & worst attitude showed up again. I gone mad, shouting and scolding my best buddy, till my classmates stared at me.
I thought that I have change but today I realize the bad attitude of mine 5 years back (I was still in primary school at that time), now comes back, and I totally not inviting the attitude again.
5 years back, when I was in primary school, 2004, studying in Primary 6, I usually gone mad with my teachers & classmates. Since they sometimes fool me about my unnatural bones structure, even when in former level I always get mad. Sometimes, I bullied them because at that time I was a "prefect" but wasn't that perfect, having a badge with "prefect" written on it make me feels powerful like Abigail in the story book known as The Crucible.
I got rid of my "too negative" attitude for 5 years and now it comes back, and I do not know if I can get rid of them once more.
written on 06th Oct. '09 at 9:04pm

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